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Wed, 05 Aug 2009 11:52:19 GMT

i'll try onsugar for a week

www.ieatpopcorn.onsugar.com

thiri introduced me to this blog site.
i'll try this for a week and see how it goes

the only thing i dont really like about it is the
uploading of photos which sucks like hell D:<

i'll miss xanga ):

tell me baby, what's your story?

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 01:37:46 GMT

kay, yes i havent been updating for nearly a week.
& i got pictures to make up for it (:
let's start in chronological order.

i forgot everything that happened on monday
i think we ate lunch at pizza hut?

vic didnt come on tuesday
& physics test was postponed :D

there was assembly which was quite nice (:
the dancing was nice but the music was weird.
lunch with farah, poon and hwei yee then bought
victoria's birthday presents when we were done.

i took bus to tuition. vict wong
asked me whether i wanted to go with her to
festival of praise on saturday
& i was immediately excited about it :D

after tuition, went home, shower, watch tv, dinner
then studied for geography and web cammed with vic (:

& i did this:

wtf, right?

i wanted to surprise vic in the morning on wednesday
but joey asked me whether wanted to meet her in the
morning. so i told her i cant because i wanted to surprise vic

the surprise was to go to her place while she was
sleeping then wake her up by screaming happy birthday
in her face. hahaha!

in the end, i sent the message about surprising vic
to vic and i was like "oh shit, oh shit, oh shit!"

yeah. so, in the end, i gave her a ride to school
& my parents were the first ones who wished
her happy birthday (face to face), wth :D

celebration in the canteen, attire check.
i got caught for my nails ): so, i had to cut them )):

jun didnt come to school because she had flu.

geog ct was alright. then it was oral. mr hong was friendly (:
& i think i did quite well for oral. well enough to pass?

went to holland v to celebrate vic's birthday

more pictures on facebook (:

i reached home at around 6.46pm, showered, dinner
watched friends then studied for physics test.

i was really into studying physics. called farah 3 times in a row
and asked her for some notes because i lost mine :D

thursday,
i met joey and we took 189 and went to school together
bitched and gossiped along the way then stayed in the gb
room with rachel and xiao yan and talked about tests.

went back to class.

i forgot. last period was physics and the test was alright.
it wasnt as tough as i excpected it to be. satisfied (:

physics and maths remedial after school. enriching (:
went to gelato art with vic, amos and samuel and chat?

then went to print f&n notes for the test tomorrow.

went home at around 7.30pm? and got a big scolding
from parents. haha! oh well, i guess i deserved it.

friday, F&N test was alright. i want to score in the essay writing!
15 marks okay! dont play play!

chinese test after school during the remedial.
then gb after that. badgework then drill. i did the sound
thing so i was damn bored at the gallery D:<

was supposed to leave after that but waited for vic.
so, i hung around the parade square then i went to the
foyer and i studied a little bit of social studies
which poon supposed to help me with D:<

when vic was done, we met hwei yee and poon at the foyer.
sat and chat around the stone table until 6 plus?
went to the market to buy some food then went home.

lol, on the way home with vic, we found a black book on the floor
& i thought it was some cursed item like death note (LOL)
but when i picked it up and looked inside, it was a passport.

so, i called my mom, told her i'm going to ghim moh to the
police station to return it. but she told me to come straight home.

went home. dinner and watched enchanted :D
daddy drove nathan to sixth ave then to the police station
to return the passport. it was damn boring!

i gave him my ez-link then i just sat there and stoned all the way
then he printed some shit then told me that i can go already.

waste time.

i went home, watched an episode of psych then slept.

you're just another picture to burn

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 13:20:39 GMT

it's sunday.

now, i want to buy three albums-
1. "Here We Go Again" by Demi Lovato
2. "Teardrops On My Guitar" by Taylor Swift
3. "Brand New Eyes" by Paramore

i know the taylor swift one is like damn old but maybe it's cheaper :D
& maybe i wont buy the paramore one because nathan will get it ;DD
demi's new album is a must get. number one thing i'll buy from orchard
the next time i get there (excluding my new pair of jeans)

yes, jeans.
i havent been wearing jeans on a daily basis ever since hong kong
& the time i wore jeans out with shuying, glenda, evan and nichelle
was because i was going to another church. so, must cover.

& i felt damn uncomfotable!
because it's damn effed up hot at orchard that time!

so, excluding those times, i only wear skirts and shorts ever since.
singapore is so hot and my jeans are damn uncomfortable.
they're lose at the waist/hip and tight around my legs.
they keep dropping down and i look damn weird if i pull them
damn high up my waist just to keep them from falling off my ass.
& because they keep slipping, my jeans are too long
so i keep stepping on the excess material

belt doesnt work., i tried.

the worst part of it all is that it's effing thick.
i bought it from america that's why it's damn thick.

that's why you see me wearing shorts/skirts all the time.

i'm going to get the most ideal pair of jeans everrrr-

nice fitting so that my fats wont ooze out from the sides,
wrapped nicely around my awesome long legs :D
and one that has no excess material. i actually want ripped jeans
at least there's air for my legs to breathe :D

we'll see how the next time i go shopping.

topshop or wait till H&M to open at ion?

common tests this week and i'm not even ready.

i'm just taking in the scenery

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 02:41:38 GMT

Demi Lovato's best song yet.
i just dont like the last part. it's kinda creepy.

well, i cant wait to buy her album! it's out now
but i'm just trying to save money. :D

& Panic at the disco's 'i have friends in holy spaces
i think the acoustic version is better than the studio one.

so, i'm going to write about how my days pass so quickly
without even playing sims 3 :D

i wake up at 6.30am onwards because either nathan
doesnt know that i'm not going to school or someone
smses me (today, jun called me) and then i cant sleep anymore

i get out of bed at 8am+ and have a bowl of cereal

when i'm done with my cereal, i usually get headaches and
feel feverish and all. so, i take my pills D:<

gigantic tablet D:<

my pills make me drowsy so i sleep for 3 hours, then i wake up
and i use more computer.

the cycle repeats itself after every meal. so, you can roughly guess
how horrible it gets when in between i have runny nose, headaches...

right now, i have cold sweat. the weather is cold and nice
and i'm sweating like a pig with thosand layers of jackets.

i have mucus that's stuck at the back of my nose and
if i blow too hard, my head will spin with head rushes and
my ears will be blocked more than before. shit i hate this feeling.

get will soon amoeba's! (:

(update)

NOLAN GERARD FUNK IS EFFING HOT!

his name is even hot. funk.
& yeah he's that guy from 'spectacular!'.

ms foo called me when i was watching 'how i met your mother'
then asked about some gb money and everything.
& i had to bus down to school to give her the money.

i felt feverish on the way home. my head was spinning.
by the time i went back home, i felt slightly better.

(/update)

you remind me of a former love that i once knew

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 03:56:10 GMT

kay, i'm bored at home.
i cant play sims because i'll get a headache if i use for too long.

i didnt go to school today because i was having a fever/flu
my temp was 38.0 when i woke up. so i ate panadol then i slept back
& my fever subsided but my skin still felt very hot

i visited the doctor at i think 10am? that's when i left the house.
my fever subsided to 37.4 but i still had a headache.
luckily the doctor didnt say any suspicions about h1n1 (:

i got funny lookingcolourful pills. & mc from school for this week
i forgot to mention to the doctor about my diarrhea
but, oh well, i want to go back to school D:<

the pill's making me drowsy. i'm going to sleep back in my
bed that is flooded with tissues. it sounds exciting.
get whatever sleep i can before my noisy brothers come back.

i want fruits! something juicy.

without you,

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 11:25:40 GMT

i'm having a horrible headache, runny nose and slight fever.
& ran out of pandaol extra.

nicky is singing to taptap 2 and it's more noise for my head to take
mummy's turning up the volume of the tv loud. i cant take it.

the only comfortable spot i could ever find is the bench
wedged between 3e9 and the water cooler.

i can lie my head on the nice cool wall and just sleep there.
my source of water is just less than an inch away from me.

if i'm going to school tomorrow, i'll bring my orange pillow with me.

i'm starting to gain my appetite back. hurray.

i looked like a mad woman today in school.
my hair wasn't even tied up due to the tension that makes my
head ache more than it should.

half of the amoeba's weren't here D:<
poon will come back tomorrow :D
& hopefully hwei yee will come tomorrow.

it's nice of ms heng to care (:
i bet that jaytee wouldnt give a rat's ass to anyone not feeling well

i feel like a hypocrite now ):

"tick tock" goes the clock

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 12:31:36 GMT

effing pretty boy D:<

kay, i'm starting to lookbook now :D
the fashion there are seriously good (:
i was so into it that i started jotting down notes
& my mom thought i was studying, hahaha!

kay, common tests are coming up and i havent studied yet.
i'm going to study on wednesday. take down notes and everything.
shit, i need to do well for common tests. i need it damn badly!

i'm currently baking banana bread.
i think it's going to end up damn awful because i bought
plain flour instead of self raising flour. i think it's going to burn D:<

but to calm me down with unwanted frustration with myself,
i'm playing taptap 2 on mummy's iphone (:
& i'm losing.

i know the signs are on and i can feel it too

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:49:12 GMT

i was blog hopping just now.
there's nothing much on anyone's blog.
it's either the same (not updated), no pictures or
i just cant be bothered to read it.

today, i went to the church opposite the school to
collect donations for GB fortnight. i was elated because
one person donated 500 bucks to meeee :DDDD

i'm was really happy with everything today because
1. i found out what mufti means
2. 500 bucks, man! (& i asked a cute guy ;D )
3. a lot of people scored big money.

i'm going to back next sunday to collect more (:
hopefully i wont prevent any more people from going to the loo :D

i went home and vic came over to my place.
i showered then we played guitar hero: world tour together.
& i found out that there's an additional problem to my drums.

lunch and then went to sunset way to have some ice cream (:
i'm in love with XO cranberry. i adore the raisins in them!
someone just PLEASE buy me a tub of that from there!
but i hate the cone because i can taste the hint of baking powder.

vic and i walked a lot, talked a lot.
i miss having those conversations with her that might seem that
it will literally just go on forever. maybe that's why i'm a bit of an
introvert? i like having deep conversations and bitch a lot without
having the trouble whether or not i can trust the person or not.

dinner with grandparents later <3

... and then we'll do it again

Fri, 17 Jul 2009 11:51:10 GMT

i feel that relationships aren't much excitement unless you
are seriously in love with the guy or something.

e.g. you and a guy both like each other. the excitement of you catching
him stare at you, choosing to sit next to you or being a total gentleman
(every little thing he does)
makes your heart flutter as much as the total amount of heartbeats
that are made in a one person's lifetime.

he finally asked you to go steady.
a month later, the excitement is GONE.
i can assure you. unless you seriously like the guy along the way,

that's different.

but wouldn't it be sad if this happens the opposite way-
you are the one who likes him but he just with you for the excitement?
he will soon get over you and realise that it's just a teenage crush.

or both of you will realise that.

this happens either way. at least one person will get hurt.
that's the problem with being in relationships too early- it distracts you

i'm sure everyone has went through this before.
or maybe only half of it because he doesnt ask to go steady.
well, i have (i'm being honest here). i overcome it by getting over the dude.

i'd rather maintain a friendship than ruin it when
we go steady and if everything doesnt turn out right, we'll loose everything.
it's hard to go back as friends without thinking of the lost and the pain.

taptap revenge 2 online <3
i'm going to make banana bread ;D

let's do it, let's do it, let's do it again

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 11:52:01 GMT

i have so much stuff going on in my head but i just cant
separate them into categories because they just come
popping up in my head at random @ no specific time at all.

1st, there's relationships- that i never want to touch, ever.
i know i'm too young and i dont think i'm really pretty.
like seriously. but if you think that it may seem like i do, well,
everyone needs at least a little self-esteem, right?

& i wouldnt want to hold on to fat hope, soo...

2ndly, there's studies. i dont know when to start. i'm distracted

3rdly, MONEY. i've been spending a lot. i need to save.
if i go out for lunch, well, i've been eating very expensive lunches.
but, oh-well. there's nothing much to eat at west coast anyway.

4th, what's my path like with God?
after watching 'Passion of the Christ',
i started feeling the holy spirit again.
i began to love Him more, believing and entrusting him with
all my troubles and problems i have in this world.

merlin's beard! i seriously think a lot.

good news & bad news.

the good news is that my cramps are now merely minor :D
& my appetite is coming back very soon (:

but the bad news is bad.
(well, of course!)

the bad news is that my baby will only come in august D:<
& within the whole amoeba's, most of us are falling ill.

take good care of yourself, guys <3
i'll make for you guys banana bread :D

i'm going to start practising for practical with amoeba's.